Moviemaker Spike Lee can't watch his breakthrough 1986 movie SHE'S GOTTA HAVE IT because the film was "so raw" he'd rip himself to pieces.
Lee insists he's proud of every movie he has made but he knows he'd have huge problems with his first feature - if he was ever prepared to watch it again.
He explains, "It's painful for me, because I was so raw as a filmmaker then, and I'd really tear the film apart if I revisited it. I'd rather not put myself through that torture... I just can't watch it."