LATEST: Rap mogul Sean Combs' broken home past is the reason he can't bring himself to propose to longtime girlfriend KIM PORTER. The rapper-turned-designer insists Porter, who is pregnant with his twin girls, will be the woman he weds but he needs time to make sure marriage is right for him. He says, "I don't want to make that pledge in front of God and not be able to see it all the way out. I didn't grow up around a married family, so it's taking me a bit longer. "A lot of guys out there get married, and they still do their thing. I don't want to get married and fail."