Hollywood actor Ryan Phillippe contemplated suicide following the breakdown of his six-year marriage to Reese Witherspoon. The Crash star - who has children Ava, seven, and three-year-old Deacon with Witherspoon - suffered a breakdown when the actress filed for divorce in 2006, citing irreconcilable differences. He says, "After the divorce I was a physical wreck. I wanted to die. I was ready to kill myself. "I was not taking care of myself at all. I would wake up and cry and vomit."