Lindsay Lohan is considering giving up men and marrying her best friend if bizarre correspondence, obtained by the New York Daily News, is to be believed. The newspaper claims a "friend" sold hidden access to Lohan's MySpace blog, which included exchanges between Lohan and lesbian DJ Samantha Ronson. Lohan, who was rumoured to have romanced Ronson in Japan earlier this year (07), allegedly tells Ronson: "Babe, if I don't have you in my life then I should just go die... I want to marry you and have children with you." And the troubled actress, who is currently in rehab in California, signs off, "I love you - Lindsay Ronson."