Khloe Kardashian is still hoping to save her marriage.
The 29-year-old reality TV star, who is reportedly holding off on filing divorce papers even though she has signed them, has hinted she isn't ready to give up on her husband of four years, Lamar Odom, who is allegedly addicted to crack cocaine, because she is still madly in love with him.
The 'Keeping Up with the Kardashians' star alluded to her marriage woes on Twitter on Tuesday (08.10.13), writing: ''Not all scars can be seen and not all love can be explained. The deepest love is also the hardest to express. Only those in it, understand
''If I love u. Its a deep 4ever love. Ride til the end. Family/friend.Its simply called love. I take it seriously. Dont judge unless u r in it
''We all have our own journeys in life. So even if u don't accept mine. Be kind....We all have a journey 2travel & I want to walk mine, my way
''Two things define you: your patience when you have nothing and your attitude when you have everything. (sic)''
The brunette beauty, who kicked Lamar out of their home in Tarzana, California, in August after a failed intervention to get him to go to rehab and reportedly informed him she wants a divorce on their wedding anniversary last month, put on a brave face to host an event at Tru Hollywood with rapper The Game on Monday (07.10.13) and wore her wedding ring.
A source told UsMagazine.com that Khloe ''looked a bit reserved'' and stuck close to her best friend Mailka Haqq at the bash.
The insider said: ''Khloe was very tame and stayed put the entire night. Khloe didn't seem like her usual, bubbly and outgoing self.''
But Khloe looked a bit happier when she began showing her friend pictures of her four-month-old niece, North West.
The source added: ''You can tell she adores that baby girl. Khloe looked happiest during the short time she was showing off her photos.''
Take a look back at October's inaugural event.
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