Kendra Wilkinson still doesn't know whether to believe her husband's infidelity denials.
The 29-year-old beauty confronted Hank Baskett when told he had had an affair with transsexual model Ava Sabrina London and though he has continued to deny the claims and Kendra initially believed him, she is unsure whether he is telling the truth.
The former Playboy playmate told People magazine: ''My manager called and asked, 'Is Hank with you? I was just playing around and said, 'No.' Hank leaned in and I said, 'Why? What's going on?' ''
Kendra then confronted her husband with the allegation, explaining: ''I just asked, 'Hank, did anything happen?' He said, 'No, are you kidding me? This is insane!' So I believed him....
''I really don't know what to believe [now]. But this is real life. This is really what's happening. It's been the hardest four months of my life.''
The story hit the hit headlines less than 24 hours later, leading Kendra to kick her husband out of their family home in Los Angeles, where she continued to care for their daughter Alijah, now four months, though her son, four-year-old Hank jr. went to stay with his dad.
Through this period, Kendra was happy to continue filming her reality show 'Kendra on Top' because it meant she had company.
She said: ''I agreed to shoot the show because being alone at the moment was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life.
''The producers came to me, and were hugging and holding me. They asked, 'Do you want to film this?' I said, 'Bring the cameras to me ... I can't be alone right now.' ''
A clip from the new series of the reality show reveals Kendra considering divorcing her husband and telling Hank their marriage ''is a huge lie''.