Kendra Wilkinson has spoken of her devastation at a sex tape of her - aged 18 - and then-boyfriend Justin Frye being made public.
Kendra Wilkinson's sex tape "broke her heart".
The former Playboy model - who has five-month-old son Hank Baskett IV with husband Hank Baskett - admits she is devastated that explicit footage of herself and ex-boyfriend Justin Frye is now available for sale, six years after the former couple made the film.
The 24-year-old star said: "It broke my heart because how can you do that when I have a baby? I have a kid. I have a husband. It just sucks. It's the hardest thing to deal with right now, and it's hard on Hank. It's hard on him because it involves another guy and it's hard on him because of our son."
Kendra - who will receive 50 per cent of the profits from 'Kendra Exposed', despite initially opposing its release - is urging people not to watch the video and hopes she won't be regarded as "like a porn star".
She added: "It bothers me because people are going to judge me and stuff.
"I just hope to God nobody looks at me like a porn star or something. I just hope they don't press play because that's not me. I mean, that was me, but that's not me now."
The tape was released for sale yesterday (26.05.10) and the blonde beauty is expecting the coming weeks to be the hardest of her life, but has vowed to face her critics.
She said: "Hank is doing a good job because he's understanding. He's like, 'Kendra, we just have to hold our heads high because, yeah, we're going to get attacked, but we can't run. We have to hold hands and walk through this and face this fact.' It's going to be really hard. It's going to probably be the hardest time of our lives."