Kelly Osbourne has revealed she's still struggling with the pain of her split from fiance LUKE WORRALL - and she confesses she almost stayed with the rocker.
The pop singer-turned-reality TV star dumped Worrall in July (10) amid allegations of his infidelity, and she admits she's still not over the heartbreak.
In a taped interview with Ellen DeGeneres, which will be broadcast on the comedienne's TV show on Thursday (23Sep10), Osbourne says, "It's been the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with in a long time and I'm not over it. And for a while I thought... a small part of me wanted to still be with him - but it's not right. We weren't happy anymore. I had to go to the next step in my life and so did he."
Osbourne admits it was her second heartbreak, adding, "This one sucked way more... because I was going to marry him.
"I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him and a part of me still really does, but there is a huge part of me that doesn't. Because I need a man that's going to stand next to me and say, 'I don't care what anyone else says, that's my girlfriend. Shut up.' And not many people will do that."
And the Brit used the show to dismiss reports she's dating actor Chace Crawford: "I do not want to date anyone. I have been rumoured to be dating Chace Crawford and I don't believe I've ever met him."