"I feel like in some ways I'm a solider of culture. I realise that no one wants that to be my job and I'll never go on stage again. I'll never sit in an award show again. Will I feel convicted about things that really meant stuff to culture that constantly get denied for years and years? I'm sorry I will. I cannot lie about it to sell records." Rapper Kanye West insists he'll never sit in the audience at an awards show again after his antics at the 2009 MTV Video Music Awards when he stormed the stage to protest Taylor Swift's Best Female Video win.