Rap superstar Eminem is constantly haunted by the thought of his own death - because he came so close to losing his life at the height of his drugs hell.
The Not Afraid hitmaker battled a four-year addiction to painkillers during his career hiatus and at his lowest point in 2005, suffered a near-fatal methadone overdose.
Eminem is now clean and sober but the thought of almost dying still keeps the star awake at night.
He tells Vibe magazine, "I think about it a lot. I try not to think about it but I do and it creeps me the f**k out.
"It creeps me out because they say that if I got to the hospital two hours later then I would be gone. I think about that a lot. When I lay in bed at night is when I think about it the most. It creeps me out man."