American actor Emilio Estevez has hit out at overly-critical journalists after making the mistake of searching his own name on the internet. The Young Guns star was amazed at how nasty some write-ups of his performances are, but still continued seeking out bad reviews. Estevez says, "It's a cruel world out there. I've been at the unpleasant end of that poisoned pen. When journalists think that actors don't read what is written about them, they are mistaken. "I would put my name in a Google site and see what came up and often it was very hurtful. "Hollywood is guilty of turning out s**t. I've turned it out myself, but what the journalists don't do is take a moment to think that maybe this actor has got a family and he has got to feed them."