Demi Moore has revealed her "biggest fear" following her shock split from actor Ashton Kutcher. The actress, 49, said finding out she's not "worthy of being loved" is the thing that scares her the most in the wake of her latest failed relationship.
The Margin Call star has kept a low-profile since filing for divorce from Ashton, though she spoke to friend Amanda de Cadenet for a Harper's Bazaar interview and briefly referenced the recent split, saying, "I would say what scares me is that I'm going to ultimately find out at the end of my life that I'm really not lovable, that I'm not worthy of being loved. That there's something fundamentally wrong with me... and that I wasn't wanted here in the first place". Demi has been married three times in total, first tying the knot with singer Freddy Moore in 1980 and adopting his surname. After the marriage ended in 1984, she wed Hollywood actor Bruce Willis, with whom she had three daughters with - Rumer, Scout and Tallulah - but the pair divorced in 2000. After two years of dating Kutcher - then the star of sitcom That 70's Show - the pair married on September 24, 2005, but the relationship fell apart last year following speculation of the actor's infidelity. In recent weeks, Moore has been criticized for her ever-decreasing waistband, but the actress told Harper's she has a "love-hate" relationship with her body, saying, "When I'm at the greatest odds with my body, it's usually because I feel my body's betraying me, whether that's been in the past, struggling with my weight ... or that I couldn't get my body to do what I wanted it to do".
Despite the divorce, which is likely to divide the couple's reported $280 million fortune, 2012 could potentially year be an important year work-wise for Moore. She won recent praise for her role in financial thriller Margin Call, and has reportedly taken a major role in the forthcoming biopic of adult movie star Linda Lovelace.