Courtney Love was stunned when her husband Kurt Cobain committed suicide, because she was convinced they enjoyed a happy family life. She even reveals in a new memoir how they enjoyed a final romantic night together just two weeks before the Nirvana frontman shot himself in April 1994. In DIRTY BLONDE: THE DIARIES OF COURTNEY, Love wrote two weeks after Cobain's death, "Exactly one month ago today was the last time I made love with my husband. "I cooked him dinner. We spent four hours in the playroom with FRANCES. We saw Schindler's List. It made us frightened for life and we saw the value of life. "Our convictions we defined until 4am and we fell asleep in each other's arms and woke up that way in the morning."