Courtney Love is still angry with husband Kurt Cobain for taking his own life and abandoning her and their daughter, insisting she'd "kill him" if she had the chance.
The Nirvana rocker committed suicide in April, 1994, leaving Love alone to care for their daughter Frances Bean.
She admits she was left to clean up his messy financial struggles and pick up the pieces of his shattered life, while trying to be a mum.
In a new Vanity Fair interview, she says, "If he (Cobain) came back right now I'd have to kill him, for what he did to us. I'd f**king kill him. I'd f**k him, and then I'd kill him.
"He tried to kill himself three times! He OD'd (overdosed) at least five times. I was the f**king E.M.S. (Emergency Medical Services). I was always sticking pins in his balls. I carried around (life-saving drug for heroine users) Narcan!"