"Everyone was saying I'm successful and I was just so angry. I was like, 'You've seen nothing of who I am. You don't see me at all. I'm not even here. You see this blonde bombshell, whatever you want to make me out to be. And, you don't know me. Because, I am disgusting. I am gross, and if you knew who I was you wouldn't want anything to do with me. And I would fall from grace because I'm so loathsome." Actress AnnaLynne McCord couldn't enjoy her success on 90210 because she felt she was unworthy.