THE TERMINATOR star [Linda Hamilton](http://www.contactmusic.com/linda-hamilton) fears being an identical twin exacerbated her bipolar problems.
The actress, who was diagnosed a manic depressive a decade ago, admits she grew up doing crazy things to herself - and realises she only did them to make sure she didn't look like her sister.
She recalls, "My sister would curl her beautiful hair. I would cut mine. Someone once asked me on the school bus if my eyelashes were false because I had such long, thick eyelashes, so, dammit all, if I didn't go home and cut them off.
"I would sneak out of the house to the grocery store and take babysitting money and buy myself a box of doughnuts and a bag of Fritos. I got up to 170 pounds."
Hamilton admits her bipolar problems didn't just effect her: "My parents found me beating a puppy with a stick when I was five... My whole childhood was lost to me."18/11/2004 08:59